Always on my mind

When I got home later that night I had to clear my mind. Tj seemed to always be on it. I didnt want to rush into any relationship at this time. At the same time Ive never felt these feelings for a man this strong! I wanted to spend every waking moment with him but didnt want to scare him off. I know he made it perfectly clear to me that he was ready for a relationship. But was I????

To clear my head I went to go paint. I couldnt really deicied what I was going to paint. I then figure I would paint what I want the most in my life.

CHILDREN

But then again Tj popped into my head thinking that he could be the one.

So painting didnt work to get him off my mind LOL

So I figured that I would just call it a night and head to bed. I made a trip to the bathroom and wouldnt you know it ....THE TOILET BROKE!!!! I had never fixed a toilet before in my life. I couldnt call for anyone at this hour. So I bucked up and started fixing it myself.

Where was my daddy when I needed him.
BUT I did it!!! All by myself I fixed the toilet! That was one of my proudest moments yet!!